Live with honor. Die by the sword!

It's official! Raeth Mikal Dearduff is here. He was 9 Lbs. 2 oz. and 21.5 inches long. He is huge! GOD! I'm so fucking excited! Well, I'm not sure what all else I can tell you at this point. Well...right now I'm going to go. I'll talk to you guys later. Have a good time. I'll post some pictures on here when I get the chance. Later people.

Okay today at work I got some corrosive liquid in my eyes. This is bad. I now have to put antibiotics directly onto my eye to prevent them from becoming in any way shape or form infected. I'm officially pissed.

Me and Arlyne finnaly got our own place. I'm really glad that we got it and don't have to deal with the dumb ass redneck who thinks he is an Indian anymore. But hey...things had to get better eventually right?!


Thats about it for now. I'll be getting on here more often once the baby is born. Pictures Galore!



Peace people.

ZerkeX

My child has a small pocket of fluid in his brain. I'm really worried about it. I don't want to see everyonoe who reads my fucking blog on here telling me that they are sorry to hear that. If you really want to know the truth, it dosn't help. If you want to do something constructive, then pray to whatever god it is that you believe in that the baby is going to be okay. Now that is helpful. I'm sorry that there is not much more information, but I really have to be getting out of here. I will post the exact things that are wrong with him on Friday March Third. Right after I get back from the Doctor. They are doing a level 2 Ultrasound to see exactly what is causeing it, and then they are going to decide the best course of action. Hold on to all of your concerns until then.


ZerkeX

Okay, I'm going fucking nuts! I have had like 12 hours sleep, and not much more than that on anything else. I'm having an excellent time with work. The only manager that even likes the fact that I'm working there (which is the only reason to like your employee's anyways, and that is because I get shit done.) is quiting in a while, and moving from the city where he lives to about 3 hours away. When this happens I hope that I have a second job, because the other two will go out of their ways to fire me.


People here are annoying as hell. I've been dealing with it rather well I think, but there cames a time when some shit has just got to stop. Like when you put a car at a quarter of a tank, so you can get to work, and then you get in it to go to work, and find out that someone else has ran the entire amount of gasoline out of the car, leaving you with nothing except enough feul to get across the street to the gas station IF you don't get stopped at the light. Which thankfully I did not get stopped at.


I survived another Valentine's Day. Yippie Skippie. I didn't get Arlyne's present back in time, so I'm still sitting here waiting on that. Which is just as annoying as standing in line at the BMV to get your tags in caqse anyone was wondering on that one.


I'm still trying to find 9 people to chip in on my Birthday present. For anyone who is interested, it is only 30 per person, and that should do it. If you would like to chip in more thne that is just as cool...and appreciated by me Arlyne, and the unborn one. Well, I'm outta here for the time being.


May my Lord save you all:
ZerkeX

Another fun night, sitting at the computer.  I'm so tired of not being able to sleep.  Every time I get close someone wakes me up.  I think I've had maybe 3 hours sleep in a week.  I'm so fucking tired right now it isn't funny.  Now if only I could get to bed so I can wake up and get shit done tommorow.  But I doubt it.  The waking up part I mean.

I have nothing really  all that uinteresting to post, but someone else has got to have something better than me, but no, not one of my friends have posted a damned thing on here in like forever!

I got to go to Kentucky with Arlyne. Yay...something I really didn't want to do, but seemed to get drug into anyways. God I love how things seem to work anymore. It's just fine until it is time for someone to decide that it not the way that they want things done. And to top it off, I told her and her mom that I did not want to go to begin with. But then her mom broke out some bull shit like "please for my Birthday!" and of course she caves and says yes, giving me some BS excuse about her mom and her have done nothing together recently. Yeah...rrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiight. Anyways, I get to go spend a fucking week chopping wood for her mom and her moms new fuck buddy. This is going be the worst fucking week of my life. I humbly request that anyone who read this kill me so I can have an excuse to get the hell out of it.

My life sucks. Everything is unraveling around me. just kill me and get it over with!

Is anyone who reads my blog alive? Here I am in dire need of some assisstance, and noone even bothers to take a look at things and gie me an idea for my scarification. Now I'm pretty saddened with it. Especially with Grak. C'mon little brother...not even something like Money's flinging poo? I had expected some sort of response from you, and got nothing. This site died...I don't like that!

Well it has been 5 months now! I'm very happy that I found someone who loves me. Not because I'm a lapdog, but because they actually love me. She makes me so happy! I wish that this would never end! (and it won't from the looks of things!)

I'm soon going to be getting a scar on the back of my neck. But I don't have any idea for what I should get put on there. Somthing small and kind of meaning ful. It's not like a tattoo so it will heal of course. If you have any ideas or suggestions on the scarification, then please let me know. I'll be open to the whole of everythign because I'm cool like that. Granted most of the things that will be posted will not be taken, in fact more than likely only one of them will be taken. As per the fact that I will only be getting one for now. But still ideas would be helpful!

Today has been uneventful and boring at hell.  I'm so tired, but I don't want to sleep.  You guys should try out Tacticsarenaonline.com.  It's a pretty cool game thing.